Hello to all who read this. I am apologizing now because this is not going to be a fashion or life update like i usually post, because I feel like I really just need to get some thoughts out there. I promise i will get back to fashion blogging soon.
So, lately i have been having problems with someone who shall not be named at this time, lets just call him Sam. (sorry i don't want to give out really personal stuff just in case someone that i know personally reads this.) Sam is very close to me personally and he has been getting into really hard drugs and stuff like that (partying every night, out doing stuff he really should not). and i will just say i am not the person to judge because i would be lying if i said i hadn't messed around and done stupid stuff, but with him, it is just getting to a point of unhealthy and it is ruining the relationship that i have with him. It seems like every conversation that we have he is saying how "sober" he is (he is being sarcastic if you couldn't tell) and he think that that makes him cool.
Why do people feel the need to point out the state of their sobriety. Do the intoxicated people really think that those of us who are not on drugs really care that they are "letting lose" and "having a good time". I have learned lately that you don't need to depend of superficial things like that to make you happy and if that is the only thing that makes you happy you really need to reevaluate your life. I am sorry and i do not mean this to offend anyone, but i really just don't want anyone to get hurt. Especially my friend. i know i have almost gotten myself into some pretty sticky situations while doing stuff like that and i would hate for anyone to have to experience that.
Yes, it can be fun sometimes. In limited amounts and in a safe environment. Not all the time, every night, wandering the streets of San Francisco at 1 in the morning. That is not safe for someone of his age, or of any age for that matter. I just wish people would think about the people that love them before they go out and make decisions like that.